wooh… another really late blog.

Went out with Jim and Colin for drinks in czech… got a little typsy and went back to chorlton… and had more drinks there with grace and rob and other peeps… i have blank spots… can’t remember all of what happened… someone had a camera though, ill get pics soon.

Ag my shifts this week are madness 2 retail closes which means i want be home till like 4am tonight (it was rammed yesterday aswell)… meh anyway more important things!

Normys birthday tomo! Click on her lovely self to see all my worldly flash skills in action *sarcasm*

Yesterday was my birthday wooh! Was lovely got upto my dads girlfriend banging on my door singing… lovely. She got me a big bag of goodies including strawberries

Went for lunch with my sisters and me pa… daddy got me a ipod nano was highly surprised and pleased.

Erm yeah good day proper piss up is on thursday night… as long is im not working friday morning (gonna check now).

weeeeeeeeeeeee.

20 years old…….. pah

Meh not really. At this point im well not in the mood for blogging but its 6am and i have to go to work soon…o.0

The title of the blog refers to an incident yesterday on the bus (for anyone who uses public transport in any densly populated city you will empathise). I was sat on the top floor of the bus, not at the back but near it and i was about 10 minutes into the journey when a lad, with someone i think he only vaguely knew (otherwise he would have been a very bad friend) decided to play some music on there mobile phones… this is almost acceptable, but i don’t understand why this generation has sudenlly become bewildered by the invention of the earphone… its rather ridiculas.
Next he started to smoke… this i was ennoyed by so i asked him to stop (made the excuse that i was asthmatic… a white lie), at this point the whole gangster ego fully presented itself (after putting out his cigerette)… he told me “who da fuck are you” and all the usuall gobshite aswell as making a comment about my “gay hair” (i have short hair now? did this kid know me in college?). I was fairly tolerent until he put his finger over the barrier to point/grab at me? Basicly i grabbed his hand and hit him… im not prowd that i did (i am though) but i did.
At this point he started whimpering asking me “man, why you do that”… his ego washing away like a colour-fast tracksuit on a hot wash. I got off that bus slightly guilty but it goes to show that most of these kids are just copying or immitating other people… wheres the need to feel intimidated?

I watched outlaw on thursday… can you tell?

Ag now i have to go to work for fucking fire training… the soul ducking odeon demands me.

i have new pics on my phone (which still isnt fixed) but i cant find the lead… its a tad stressfull.

Anyway back around 6ish tonight.

Today i worked… and its saint patricks day.

That would have been an issue if today wasnt the day the last ever ep of Zefranks “The show” was on.

For you uneducated none awsome people the show is a online masterpiece based on pretty much anythin and is just awsome… it started a year ago and he said he was going to do it for a year, but eurgh dunno what im gonna do now. Hope he does something else.

If your smart enought and you have your mind open to things and you trust my judgement you will go and visit Zefrank here or if the .com is taken off go visit the org here.

Gonna really miss that show.

Won’t be doing many more of those until a better cam is aquired i think… apologies on the quality.

Ag i have work in just a few hours.

And this weekend is the last of ze frank… i dunno what im gonna do with myself!

After breaking some things and playing lorto with friendly people im feeling calmer.

I am angry….

I understand that the people involved in why i am angry will no tlike me posting but this blog is supposed to be about me and how im feeling and whatever… and frankly i dont care.

I was supposed to meet Hayley and Francesca at 4pm at the 4 banks in chorlton… i waited in the rain for 30 mins before turning home… on arrival at home i was told that i reorganised the meet for 5 not 4…. specificly i wanted to meet at 5… this is a lie i didnt say this.

Further still they haven’t apologised, neither contacted me to see if i still want to go out.

To anyone else this is mildly ennoying… to me its highly highly vexxing… and depressing.

I don’t know how i can constantly meet and befriend people that just disrespect me, I am not just talking about this, constantly being late or ignoring me or lying to me.

These things release a string of negativity.

I was thinking of doing posts on music and new bands/artists im looking at… as most of you know im a music fiend i listen to almost everything… and have a wide array of opinions on music.

So thought i might do reviews on new bands, genres, suggestions or whatever… i dunno.

Also thinking of moving this whole thing to my own webspace with a domain.

Domain names thought of so far:-

Screamingbeagle.com

Runningatabearwithabigbigknife.co.uk

Ryacsgiantminge.com

Jimhasamangina.org

(okay maybe its just the first one thats serious)

But yeah Please leave your comments on any input/ideas support. Tah.

Today ive been dossing and playing lord of the rings: Shadows of Angmar (a mmo beta client)…. its highly addictive (more so because you forget about the time when your playing).

Ahhh im pathetic lol… being a geek is cool now though? isnt it?

Im gonna go try wash this dye out of my hair now.

Oh watched a wellllll good thing on channel 4 Ray Lamontagne on abbey road live… talking about how different people are aware of how strange people are going to there jobs being robots, coming home hypnotising themselfs with tv, going to bed… and then starting again. Anyway was all rather insightful… almost could be arsed making a little post about it… i say almost lol.